Last tears.

         I finally arrived in Terengganu after 4 hours journey. Here I am, in campus alone. My friends will come tomorrow. I hope today is the last tears from me. I just can’t hold it anymore; I remember all memories between me and him. He doesn't know that I'm here because I know he doesn't care anymore while I'm here missing him so much. I wanted to call him and tell him that I'm here. Can we meet? But I'm scared to do that, I afraid if he refuses. It will hurt me a lot. Even now after I saw his profile picture on Facebook, that picture I send to him last few week. I really miss him. 

         All the way to here, I keep listen to this song, Stay by Miley Cyrus. Maybe y'all familiar with this song right? For me it brings something that related to my life now. I hope he knows how I feel. And those bold words indicate my feeling towards him. 

"Dear M, I want you to know that I'm lost without you. And if you ask me to stay. I will stay" 

                                                                    STAY 

Well, it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder,
I'm lonely here at night
I'm lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well, I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God, I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say

Oh, oh I miss you
Oh, oh I need you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Always stay

I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
'Cause my heart would stop without you

I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I'll always stay

And I love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask I will stay, I will stay
I will stay