I hate the system, when they show the Ielts results to the other. Rasa sangat malu dan rendah diri. I know I'm not good like my other classmates. They really did the best. And I feel discourage. I really need someone to talk to but I don't know who can I trust. I know I'm being negative when I think that some of my friends talk about this behind my back. Who knows? Mungkin betul apa yang aku fikirkan. Sometimes I just feel I want to stay away from other, disappears from people because I feel pressure on me. I feel shame. I feel stupid. I'm useless. Aku seorang yang mudah hilang semangat. Sekali jatuh susah untuk aku bangkit kembali. Kadang aku terasa nak jadi macam orang lain.
I feel depressed.
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